Entrapment

I feel as though I've lost touch with reality, but every body does right ?. But why?

I know I have no fucking clue.

I find my self avoiding people in general. 

I've grown to learn not to have anybody interrupt things in my personal life, such as girls 

OR how I'm truly feeling when it comes to the things I think are important to me  

I like keeping that to myself in tell I'm good an ready to expose her and me,"who ever that her will be"

Or an issue I might come across not wanting anyone to know 

I don't like for the same shit to happen more than once, so I avoid that to the best of my abilities. . 

I really do think that a majority of people a dumb ass's 

Because every one knows that when you get in someone's business 

Generally it doesn't end well,  but people do it anyways 

Just to start something or to give them selves a rush of power of you 

I've token a vow not haven't anyone interrupt the moments in my life that I cherish dearly

I don't want stupid things to fuck me up from what a person has said or thinks about me 

And of course people will say that's impossible, but its not. 

See the difference between you and me is 

I talk so much, people actually come to think that I've told them every 

but really i've just told them what they want to hear

or give them a hypothetical clue that they won't get, that is really,  as clear water.

Most people have folks that they can come to and get things all out and 

Then sit there and help with what ever you need 

That's called a wife, husband, sister and brother 

I have no girl/wife  

I'm not straight so I definitely don't have a husband 

I just got in contact with my brother on face book and he's 2 years younger than me 

and my sister is 6, so she not even near the been there done that stage 

But even after all that I really can't find myself trusting anyone, so my only hope is that maybe I'll find her 

Entrapment...........