I Want To Be Not (Poem)

Up in your mind

There is the sky

Where you place your dreams

You want to be

When the sky turns dark

You see the stars

That’s what you want to be

You see the little stars

Who are alone

Then you see the middle stars

Who when all together

Make a brighter white light

Then you see the big stars

Fallen stars

                                                                                             

Who are far away?

They make their own light

Though it’s not as bright

Then you ask yourself

Why so little light

Then you wonder why

The middle stars have so much light

Maybe it’s because they are all together

Then you remember your mom

Telling you that

Sharing is key

Maybe she was right after all

Because later on

As years went pass

The big star

Died so fast

Description:

When you become rich or famous you see that the crowd you hang around becomes very small. but the middle class always seems to always work together.

NO EYES

The moments that I want to have are so far-fetched, missive is what I want to send. But you are so distinctly transparent with speed. I wouldn't be able to catch up with you to see you. loosen from your touch makes my heart harden,forcing me to slow down, preventing me from taking the next step in my life so i can just move on. Spread your wings and fly as they say but, I have no feathers on my arms. So how do I get to the next step, if there's no steps in front of me.     

Take Time and Do You

I like to do things very slow. I love to take my time, and that’s what a lot of people don’t have now a day’s. Some people don’t like to deal with me because I would rather take in the moments.  I know with all the cars and technology we have, I think were getting a little too comfortable. Things are becoming very speedy within weeks. We never really take time to enjoy what we really want in life like, spending quality time with your self or family members. I know it sounds cheesy, but maybe that’s why we as people are so messed up. No one has time for themselves or their family. How do you know your self or any one else if you don’t have time for anything.


When it comes to a job, people are so caught in the rush of wanted to live the rich life, that now a days people don’t even have that much time to spend with their kids anymore. Truthfully we spend most our time in school from Pre K to 12 grade, 7am to 4 or 3 pm. Then of course most parents don’t get home in tell after six or after eight o clock. Then you have 1 or 2 hours before your kid goes to bed. What are going to ask them? How was your day, and since you know that their going to tell the whole story you try to rush them by asking the next question that comes to mind. Not knowing that they realize what you did. Now when you ask your child how their day was. They give you the simple answers like “good”; “it was fine”, great or the famous one, “I don’t know”. They would never say some like, it was bad because then you’re going to ask why and they know that you’re just going to rush through that one too. Plus to top it all of, your kids actually don’t have time you either.


The new young generations that are coming into the work place of America should really choose their jobs very carefully. Choose a job that you can see yourself being at for a long time especially when you have a full time job. Try getting a job that doesn’t take up your time in life because, that’s not all life is about. No one can be perfect with no flaws but we can try to correct them and learn from them. But why have all these flaws? It’s because we don’t have enough time to think about our next step.


By the time your old, you are unable to do majority of the things you could have did when you were young, because of physical condition. To top it all off your body is changing back to the baby stage that you were born with. There’s no time for wishing when you’re old. You’ll have so much regret; you might even cause yourself to have a heart attack. A lot of times people miss the very things I call important. Like the facial expressions people make, or say, people walking on the side of the road. The sky and just earth itself, animals sound effects like the wind or a car passing by.


Most people think their whole life deals with finding a soul mate and having a perfect family as soon as possible, having the best job, becoming managers or making 400,000 dollars yearly. Even with all that, people fail to realize that you can have all that satisfaction. You can still not know what the meaning of life means.

That would be me in the train taking some time off to enjoy my self with one off my male gay Best friend